The Most Fearful Night

I was "attacked" so afraid.....
Felt so lonely and hopeless to face it all myself........
I wished so much that there was someone to be with me.......
To hold me tight.......yet......I was just too dreamful..........
Just me alone.......just tears and shadow beside me......
Shutting out help......yet who answer?????
Breatheless shivering......yet who to cover?????
Where are YOU??? Where are you when I need you the most?????
Where are YOU to hear my cry?
I wished that YOU would bring me "HOME"........
I have seen too much.......known too deep.......
Just too tired........too tired to try to GO ON.....
I won't denied the decision anymore.......Please bring me HOME
Coming HOME........Coming HOME