The Fifth Month
It has been almost 5 months since 27th June 2010.
Don't know why my birthday often turn out to be my saddest day of all.
I still remembered, on 23rd June 2010,
I was still in Hong Kong preparing to come back to Penang for a project.
I got very moody on that day, so I decided to call my mum.
Turn out my mum told me that my grandma was in very danger condition;
of which my grandma might not be able to pull through this time.
I was so worry and so sad of it, I knee down and pray;
"Lord Jesus, for I have wrong, please forgive my sins and being sinners,
please give me the chance to see my grandma, please not to bring her home."
I keep pray and pray then I got peace. Thank GOD for listening to my prayer and my grandma did stay on till I came back to Penang. Yet she was in a very bad condition,
everyone in the family is preparing for her leaving back to Heaven. But I am not ready, and I am so afraid that she might pass away during my sleep.
Then my mum told me that I could pray to Lord Jesus and He shall let me know when grandma is about to go. On the 27th June 2010 early morning, I did a very selfish matter, in a transition of waking up and dreaming; I saw Jesus held my grandma to say goodbye, I was so sad that I knee down in the transition and plead Lord not to bring her home, but to give me one more year to spend with her.
Don't know why my birthday often turn out to be my saddest day of all.
I still remembered, on 23rd June 2010,
I was still in Hong Kong preparing to come back to Penang for a project.
I got very moody on that day, so I decided to call my mum.
Turn out my mum told me that my grandma was in very danger condition;
of which my grandma might not be able to pull through this time.
I was so worry and so sad of it, I knee down and pray;
"Lord Jesus, for I have wrong, please forgive my sins and being sinners,
please give me the chance to see my grandma, please not to bring her home."
I keep pray and pray then I got peace. Thank GOD for listening to my prayer and my grandma did stay on till I came back to Penang. Yet she was in a very bad condition,
everyone in the family is preparing for her leaving back to Heaven. But I am not ready, and I am so afraid that she might pass away during my sleep.
Then my mum told me that I could pray to Lord Jesus and He shall let me know when grandma is about to go. On the 27th June 2010 early morning, I did a very selfish matter, in a transition of waking up and dreaming; I saw Jesus held my grandma to say goodbye, I was so sad that I knee down in the transition and plead Lord not to bring her home, but to give me one more year to spend with her.